January 6, 1992

I don't know why I'm nervous about posting these.  It's a fun idea but I'm a little leery about what people might think.  For the most part, my letters are chatty, every day stuff.  Brian's are very romantic and poetic.  I look shallow in comparison.  I think that's what bothers me the most.
Oh well, here it goes.
I sent Brian a birthday card on this date along with a letter.  As I try to keep this a "G" rated site, I'll not post the card.  It's probably about a "PG-13".  :-)

Dearest Brian,
Here it is Sunday already!  School starts tomorrow.  I'm really glad about that.  Now I should have plenty to do.  I'll be calling you later but I have a few minutes before I have to leave for church.
Do you like your birthday card?  I liked it.  I think I'll give you money next year.  How does that sound?  :-)  I didn't think so!
Anyway....
It's time for me to head for church so I'll write more later.
I LOVE YOU!

6:25pm
Well, I meant to call you by this time of the evening but I got sick during church and have been worshiping the porcelain god in the bathroom every time I try to crawl out of bed.  I feel a bit better now so I borrowed a neighbors phone and called Tami.  She's going to pick me up so I can call you and tell you what a miserable day it's been.
Wish you were here.

8pm
It sure was good to hear your voice again.  I miss you so much!
I'm feeling a bit better but I don't know how long it will last.  I'm going to head for bed as soon as I'm done with this letter.
I need to be in your arms right now so much.  I don't like being sick because I don't like people hearing me throw up but it's even worse when you're all alone with no one there to comfort you.
I am so in love with you!  Have I mentioned that lately?  Well, I'm sorry if I haven't.  I should have!
I know things will all work out.  Maybe not the way we expect them to but somehow they will.
I need to head for bed so I can get up for classes tomorrow.
Write soon.

Love Forever,
Jane


(Note- I've left spelling and punctuation as written in the original letter)

My Dearest Jane,
How I would love to feel your touch right now.,  How I would like to here your voice wispering in my ear.  How I would love to look in your eyes.  You are my one and only everlasting love.  And soon you will be my lover devine.  Time seems to pass in the slowest of motion.  I can only wish that today were the fourteenth and tomorrow we are to start a new life together.
It seems as though every thing I do and everything I think has you in it.  So there is still nothing that I do that I don't think of you. you are and always will Be My Eternal Love.
Today is Sunday and I had hoped to get this letter out two days ago, when it was started.  I will give my testimony today in church but first I though I would give it to the most important person to me (on Earth) first.
I know that God lives and that Jesus is the Savior of my soul.
I know the Book of Mormon to be also the word of God.
I have very much to be thankful for most of all you.
My Father in Heaven loves me and I love Him.
My Mother has never let me forget who I am and for that I am forever greatful.
I Love you today, tomorrow, and forever.
I write this in the name of Jesus Crist, amen.

Love Always and Forever
Brian

I wrote you my testimony befor I went to church this morning.  Now after getting up and bearing it to the branch I have this great feeling of calmness and spirit in my soul.  I want you to know how much you mean to me you are my everything.  I Love You! And will forever.  I've decided that to write you a letter every would mean some letters only a page long, Or a long letter every few days.  I think you would rather have a short letter everyday.  So that means that befor I go to bed every night I will write you a letter.  Good news there is a genral Priesthood meeting on the 22nd of Jan.

Love Always and forever
Brian